Hello you beautiful nerds!
As you know, I have been struggling with anxiety and depression the past few weeks. Mostly because of my on personal doubts. I have a lot of left over doubt from when I was younger. I always fear that my friends are going to forget about me, not hang out with me, or just have never liked me to begin with.
This past week I have learned a few lessons about me and life. I am on the road to recovery and I am feeling so much lighter. I am not letting things get to me like they used to. I have learned to let go.
I have stopped worrying about pleasing everyone around me. I have even stopped worrying what people think of my dreams and goals in life. I am slowly getting to the point where I don’t care what you think about me, I think I am awesome.
I have learned to enjoy the ones that really want to be in my life. I have learned to not sweat the people who don’t want in my life.
I have learned that while I don’t have everything I want in life, I have what I need. I can build up to the other things over time. It’s not something that has to happen right now, I just have to make sure I stay on the right path.
I smile right now because I am happy. I have friends, wonderful family, and for the most part, I like who I am. There are things I don’t like about me and those are things that I can change and I am working on changing.
So here is your inspiration for today. Be the best you, you can be. Be a good person, smile, laugh, and don’t let the bad things get you down. In between the bad things, there are a lot of little good things that you may have forgotten about. I know that sometimes it’s easier to see the bad and to let it get you down. It’s easier to be depressed than it is to be happy. But there is a saying…
I hope that you all have a wonderful day! And can find a little peace in your life.