Day of Decisions

It has come to a point where I have to make some decisions.  There are things that I need to let go of to take care of myself. I stress too much, and it’s not just about bills.  There are so many things…so much on my mind.

I won’t bore you with a list of things that are bothering me.  I won’t eve make a list. 

Don’t worry, I’m not leaving the blogging world. I love my blog and the 200 (yesssss!! 200!!) followers that I have collected. My blog is where I can rant and rave about thing. 

The reason I need to let some things go is that I work very hard.  I do my best in everything that I do.  Even though I work so hard I am passed over and ignored. Some days I feel like I am just invisible. 

On top of it all, I have been so busy doing other things that I have yet to get back to my writing. So I will be updating my twitter everyday with how many words I have written.  My goal…just to get back into the swing of things is going to be 100 words a day.  I know it’s not a lot.  Actually, it’s almost a non-existent number in the writing world. But until I can get myself back on track it is the goal I am going with.

I need to get myself back into the gym as well, so you can check twitter for that too.

I really need to lose weight. My left ankle has been giving me a ton of problems. Just last night I woke up crying because my ankle hurt so bad. I have never felt pain that bad before. Once I lose weight I will know for sure if that is the cause, and if it’s not I can move on from there. One step at a time.

There are other decisions that I need to make, but I’m not even sure where to start with those. 

So, wish my luck…and Happy Birthday? Because tomorrow is my 29th birthday. I’m so old! 

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2 thoughts on “Day of Decisions

  1. pastedreams says:

    Happy birthday, fellow Heather! You are not old. I thought 30 would sound old and now I’m 31 and loving it 🙂 Sounds like you are a perfectionist so we have that in common too. Have you tried lots of stretching/yoga for the back pain? I have severe back pain in my upper back, and it radiates down my arm sometimes and stretching twice a day really helps. Good luck and hope you can sort out some of these pieces soon.

  2. ehbates says:

    Happy birthday! And little writing goals are so great. It’s way better to pound out a few words every day than to be so overwhelmed by a thousands-of-words goal that you freeze up and hyperventilate and don’t write anything.

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