It has come to a point where I have to make some decisions. There are things that I need to let go of to take care of myself. I stress too much, and it’s not just about bills. There are so many things…so much on my mind.
I won’t bore you with a list of things that are bothering me. I won’t eve make a list.
Don’t worry, I’m not leaving the blogging world. I love my blog and the 200 (yesssss!! 200!!) followers that I have collected. My blog is where I can rant and rave about thing.
The reason I need to let some things go is that I work very hard. I do my best in everything that I do. Even though I work so hard I am passed over and ignored. Some days I feel like I am just invisible.
On top of it all, I have been so busy doing other things that I have yet to get back to my writing. So I will be updating my twitter everyday with how many words I have written. My goal…just to get back into the swing of things is going to be 100 words a day. I know it’s not a lot. Actually, it’s almost a non-existent number in the writing world. But until I can get myself back on track it is the goal I am going with.
I need to get myself back into the gym as well, so you can check twitter for that too.
I really need to lose weight. My left ankle has been giving me a ton of problems. Just last night I woke up crying because my ankle hurt so bad. I have never felt pain that bad before. Once I lose weight I will know for sure if that is the cause, and if it’s not I can move on from there. One step at a time.
There are other decisions that I need to make, but I’m not even sure where to start with those.
So, wish my luck…and Happy Birthday? Because tomorrow is my 29th birthday. I’m so old!