Reading Binge

I have been reading all day!  It’s crazy, I just got the book Tuesday night and I just can’t put it down.  I was finally able to set it down for a bit and got caught up in watching TV.  Today has been a bit of an off day.  It has been a little hard getting going.

It seems like when I get something figured out it takes longer for me to get around to doing what is on my mind.  I don’t know if this is because I fear failing miserably or if I am just that big of a procrastinator.

Today is day three of being unemployed.  I have been so in love with not having anything to do.  I have been able to help around the house more and I even went to the dump with my dad today.  I met this guy today that was into Doctor Who, and the only reason I know is because I was wearing one of my Doctor Who shirts and he commented on it.  My dad tells me that the guy was flirting with me, but where I live, there are not a lot of Whovians so finding one is rare.  That will put a smile on any ones face.

So, I am finally getting around to getting my laptop on and getting some work done.  The thing is, I really need to prove to myself that I can handle this kind of life.  The kind of life where I have to manage my own time.  Can I set a deadline and have it done?  So, I guess my next thing is to set an actual date for a few things and see if I can stick to them.  If I can do that, then I have hope in this life.  If not, I should probably just go back to some boring job that drives me insane.

Though, why should I sacrifice my dream just to meet some status quo?  The only person I should have to please is myself at this point.

The only thing that will be missing from this picture is the sappy romance. *Sigh*  I will make it there one day.


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