I have been reading all day! It’s crazy, I just got the book Tuesday night and I just can’t put it down. I was finally able to set it down for a bit and got caught up in watching TV. Today has been a bit of an off day. It has been a little hard getting going.
It seems like when I get something figured out it takes longer for me to get around to doing what is on my mind. I don’t know if this is because I fear failing miserably or if I am just that big of a procrastinator.
Today is day three of being unemployed. I have been so in love with not having anything to do. I have been able to help around the house more and I even went to the dump with my dad today. I met this guy today that was into Doctor Who, and the only reason I know is because I was wearing one of my Doctor Who shirts and he commented on it. My dad tells me that the guy was flirting with me, but where I live, there are not a lot of Whovians so finding one is rare. That will put a smile on any ones face.
So, I am finally getting around to getting my laptop on and getting some work done. The thing is, I really need to prove to myself that I can handle this kind of life. The kind of life where I have to manage my own time. Can I set a deadline and have it done? So, I guess my next thing is to set an actual date for a few things and see if I can stick to them. If I can do that, then I have hope in this life. If not, I should probably just go back to some boring job that drives me insane.
Though, why should I sacrifice my dream just to meet some status quo? The only person I should have to please is myself at this point.
The only thing that will be missing from this picture is the sappy romance. *Sigh* I will make it there one day.